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Currently Listening One Fell Swoop By Spill Canvas Self-Conclusion see related

Fade in, start the scene Enter beautiful girl But things are not what they seem
As we stand at the edge of the world
"Excuse me, sir, But I have plans to die tonight
Oh, and you are directly in my way
And I bet you're gonna say it's not right"
My reply: "Excuse me, miss But do you have the slightest clue
Of exactly what you just said to me And exactly who you're talking to?"

She said, "I don't care, you don't even know me"
I said, "I know but I'd like to change that soon, hopefully" Yeah, we all flirt with the tiniest notion Of self conclusion in one simplified motion
You see the trick is that you're never supposed to act on it No matter how unbearable this misery gets

"You make it sound so easy to be alive But tell me, how am I supposed to seize this day When everything inside me has died?"
My reply:
"Trust me, girl I know your legs are pleading to leap
But I offer you this easy choice-  Instead of dying, living with me"

She said, "Are you crazy? You don't even know me." I said, "I know, but I'd like to change that soon hopefully" Yeah, we all flirt with the tiniest notion
Of self conclusion in one simplified motion
You see the trick is that you're never supposed to act on it
No matter how unbearable this misery gets

I would be lying if I said that things would never get rough
And all this cliche motivation, it could never be enough I could stand here all night trying to convince you But what good would that do?
My offer stands, and you must choose

"All right, you win, but I only give you one night
To prove yourself to be better than my attempt at flight
I swear to god if you hurt me I will leap
I will toss myself from these very cliffs And you'll never see it coming"
"Settle, precious, I know what you're going through
Just ten minutes before you got here I was going to jump too"

Yeah we all flirt with the tiniest notion Of self conclusion in one simplified motion
You see the trick is that you're never supposed act on it No matter how unbearable this misery gets

you are what is missing from my life.

edit. nevermind nevermind i regret it all

Currently Watching Closer (Superbit Edition) By Natalie Portman, Jude Law, Julia Roberts, Clive Owen see related

ok so i finished watching the movie closer. it really got me to think, about love, and life. I have found something so rare, and i will never ever let it go. no matter what, its you. So love. What is love? is it a feeling, a mere word or is it everything to you? No matter what anybody says all people want is to be loved and cared for. That is all I want, who wants to be alone? except for those kids who think its cool to be depressed but in actuality they have everything handed to them. In my opinion love isnt just a word or a feeling. It is your life, you give everything to one person and trust them with it. thats love. somebody that without you are nothing.

Show me how you do that trick The one that makes me scream she said The one that makes me laugh she said And threw her arms around my neck Show me how you do it
And I promise you I promise that I’ll run away with you I’ll run away with you
Spinning on that dizzy edge I kissed her face and kissed her head And dreamed of all the different ways I had To make her glow Why are you so far away? she said Why won’t you ever know that I’m in love with you That I’m in love with you

You Soft and only You Lost and lonely You Strange as angels Dancing in the deepest oceans Twisting in the water You’re just like a dream

Daylight licked me into shape I must have been asleep for days And moving lips to breathe her name I opened up my eyes And found myself alone alone Alone above a raging sea That stole the only girl I loved And drowned her deep inside of me

You Soft and only You Lost and lonely You
Just like heaven

the white snow out your window, theres a story and this is how it goes. i was all alone on my own, and a starnger came up and took me home. i see that im different i hate it, wish i could change it. your beauty, surrounds me, what is beauty without something ugly?

hold you?? i told you, i cant touch anything without destroying it....

take my hand now i understand nothing i do will help me meet their demands its for you that i would do anything that youd ever ask me to. so nieve but i must leave. this is wrong something strong. tried to fit it where i dont belong...

edit:// i hate alcoholics.

Currently Listening Live Fast Die Young By The Devotchkas see related

ive got this wicked heart because of you.

now hate is all that i can do.

im gonna get a mohawk eventually. it will be s-e-x-y. school is soon, for once im ready. seeing old friends has been great this week.